Stress perhaps.
Every thing happens just so fast.
I want to die.
In fact just this feeling alone makes me depressed.
A sour kind of taste in your mouth.
When you want to be happy for someone but you can't.
I just don't feel like being happy for you Celineyy
I can't.
Emotional instability.
I want to be numb.
I can't.
I hate myself for this.

Nobody even ask if I'm fine and stuff.
Because they all think I'm just PMS-ing.
A feeling of being dispensable, or some kind of shit.
When I try to confide, I just end up being ignored.
"I feel like, you just don't care" Sushi
What?
When you're in a bad mood, you know my mood just becomes worse?
I feel like such a failure of a friend now you know that?
Relationship lines are just thinning out slowly.
Drifting further.
That prediction I made for myself.
Coming true.

I want to talk to you Chocci
But I can't find the words to say.
Or how to start a conversation.
Cause the last few days, it was just awkward.
Awkward at whether was I still supposed to be mad at you, or just mad at myself for being such a dumbass.
I don't know.
Argh.

Tomorrow, should I go?
I mean, there isn't a need for me to.
I don't feel like it also.
Haiz... See first.

Just that suckish feeling that I can't shake off...