Getting really erratic.
Nowadays I really hate crowds. I just want to do nothing and just shut myself in. I'm getting too affected by things around me. I don't know. I can't focus. I can't blank out my mind without music. In fact, I seek more noisy music but yet very comfortable with the rock songs I have. Its been on replay.
Gah. I can't do much. I want to numb my mind. Beer maybe. But im saving the last can for after SA1. Milo? Nah. Maybe I should get a cuppa tea. Can't get too much coffee cause I'll be a wreck to my health.
Should start sleeping early a bit. Nah won't help...
I dont know why I feel like this.