...sighing
as I wreck my brain trying to think of something to post
typing furiously while erasing tons of typing errors
staring at the mess at my table
while my tablet's light flash on and off as it recharged
earl grey lingering in my mouth
wishing that there is a gong cha shop in northpoint
swirling the brownish liquid in the snoopy mug
thinking that I've should have added more brown sugar
hitting the replay button on youtube
tapping my toesto the beat
checking my phone unnecessarily
knowing that the message I wanted wouldn't come
wondering if I should "disturb" him again but
ignoring his arse cause it was too awkward (to chat again)
especially if I were to start my infatuations which I've past gotten over (sort of)
cursing at some other random blog
wondering what did I ever do wrong
or perhaps someone just took the wrong pills before going to sleep
project or homework, I asked myself
maybe I should just sleep (like a pig)
or perhaps spazz over manga or anime
like what nonsense I was doing in the late afternoons
9Gag? Later ba
Can someone in Yishun buy me KOI and send it to my house?
Should I call Celineyy, even though I really have nothing to talk about?
Maybe, I should hangout with her this week.
And at least get some homework done.
Stuck on Tonari no Kaibutsu kun
Super nice anime.
Watch it maybe?
Will anyone call me to say hi?
And have a convo with me?
So lonely...