Unavoidable
And there are times when I really just feel like cursing, swearing and crying
Same ol' routine for an overly-attached woman
Sometimes I go over those embarrassing things I did in my entire 15 years
That's when I feel like killing myself
Sometimes I remember all those mistakes/wrong decisions I made
That's when I feel like crying and stabbing myself
(Don't worry I haven't stab myself, it's just a feeling which I can't properly express)
Sometimes I think of arseh*les (not the naked butt kind)
Then I feel like killing them all
When I think of funny stuff and spazz at my babies (a.k.a. KPop Idols)
I get unnaturally high and start getting excited by myself (basically talking to myself for no reason)
How to treat these abnormalities?
Chocolate. Bubble tea. Dessert. Gummies.
Sweet things. I guess.
The antidote to my (bad) mood! :D