Aw crap.
Why does it have to be now that I notice him D:
Heart goes aflutter when he walks past.
*badump badump*
And whenever I see him, I always make a fool out of myself.
Damn, so close yet so far...
It's like we're wall apart, yet I know absolutely nothing about him.
Can't remember his name.
Hell I doubt he even knows mine. =_=
It's really ironic when I can communicate fine with the uncle, but with him, I can't even say "hi".
Stupid infatuations, stupid puberty, stupid hormones, stupid uncontrollable mood swings, please go away.
Me no want you in my life.
I don't even feel like growing up.
Such a pain to go through body changes.
Can't even grow taller. Why can't I look a little bit more decent? (My jaws sticks out goddam) Hair isn't really straight and sticks out everywhere. Really short limbs :(

Bleh, forget it. I'm probably thinking too much. Need to find a distraction, but I can't.
Why is it when I don't wish to be distracted, I become distracted?
AND, when I WANT to be distracted, the problem keeps irritating/aggravating me?
Wished I'd had an on/off switch for feelings. I bet it would really help "not caring" sometimes.
I shall now focus on other stuff (I always procrastinate, what the heck)
Hopefully I can still keep myself sane
I have been thinking of too much unnecessary stuff.
Time to get back on track.
C'mon you can do it!

... Well I guess not TT_TT